Letting God Have It

Life is full of challenges, stressors, disappointments. What if I could leave everything—my depression and anxiety, feelings of inadequacy, unfulfilled wishes, guilt over hurting loved ones—in God’s hands?

“Here you go, God. You get my shit together.”

Of course this is pure fantasy. It’s a reflection of my desire to relinquish personal responsibility. A sort of letting go by letting God have it. God as the impossibility of God. My inability to unload the Burden. The bliss that never comes.

2 thoughts on “Letting God Have It

  1. Tom Trebswether December 8, 2014 / 7:05 am

    All of the joy and shit make us who we are.

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  2. writingisknowing December 8, 2014 / 8:13 am

    I agree. Any attempt to rid myself of pain would end up reducing the possibility of happiness.

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